I always wondered about the dimensions of Human Pain. What is this pain? Till my childhood (exact time not known) pain was only physical & pleasure only mental. Now I reached that stage where for me pain is only mental & pleasure is just too physical.
I have pain of not knowing, not knowing what is going on, not knowing why it is happening, not knowing what am I suppose to do.O God!I really don’t know what should I do to lessen my pain of not knowing. As Freud has said biggest power is the Power of living in present but we have evolved to believe that desires & emotions have real power. This power of desires & feelings are propelling me into darkness of unknown. Because I am bound to have desires but at the same time my visions are so restricted that I even don’t know when I stop being sad on fulfilling my desires.So in all the net result is that whether my desires are fulfilled or not, I am in pain of my own instinct of sadness. The advances of 20th century & beyond like rationalism, science & progress should have made things more clearer. But all they do is to intensify our agony at our ignorance & irrelevance. We are lost in world like our own Earth is lost in our own invention of Galaxy & Floyd’s have already depicted it in their video.
I am a normal young man caught up in the storm of my own inner passions, have to pay attention to myself, look & feel for life ahead.Have a belief that loving is the greatest power.But rules are guiding me to nowhere. Its like making it illegal to play Beethoven’s Symphony while driving because it may relax the senses of your mind like an Alcohol.
In the end I want to share one of the most pessimistic thoughts of Sophocles:
“If I could edit my past,I would have change my birth.The Greatest luck is not to have been born-but as the joke goes on,no one succeed in it”.
Please note- In the above blog I is not Me.It is just used to emphasize the pain & suffering of an individual.
Monday, November 16, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
DEVIL'S ADVOCATE
FOSTER effect is giving Indian students a tough time in land of regular WORLD CUP winners.Be it petrol bomb made with a help of glass bottle or base ball bat, the effect has its loud echo on an Indian soil.Racism is never partial & present uniformly in all continents of world (I am eagerly waiting for some news from ANTARCTICA).Award for this uniformity must go to our highly intellectual people who are always present in every society.
They are born with genius of HITLER.According to them some creatures are superior than others since birth, as they have taken a meeting with GODS before sending them.But to identify such creatures was difficult.Bingo......they themselves given an idea to prove themselves among themselves that they are superior but in what aspects that still is a mystery among those who are not superior.They are really foolish not to understand such deep rooted concepts of geniuses.
Initially idea was restricted to CASTE.But with time they become more intelligent & devised other important parameters like Country, Dress, Skin complexion,Money & many.Still many to come because there is no scarcity of genius people who will add more parameters in time to come.
To prove their superiority point self admiration is initial stage but in disguise form.Then comes the rigid action of forcing them to lower creatures. That rigid action may sometimes leads to violence but whats wrong...?They have direct contacts with GOD.They know the absolute purpose of human beings(hell with EXISTENTIALISM).Their followers are important too.After the demise of some great identities, followers only spread their genius ideas.At many diasporas they are prayed as GOD. See my point is proved.They are in direct contact with GOD.Followers even add their genius touch to the original idea to increase the effect.Some times it proved to be harmful to many, but it helped a lot in increasing some few to many.
In modern world these genius are now forming small faction to spread their intelligence.They have locational influence as well as crossboundary effects.They are strictly against bad practices like Women Education, Women empowerment, Development activities, Democracy etc.Above all, according to them they are just following the path shown by GOD.And no one can question GOD.Right.......?
AMEN
They are born with genius of HITLER.According to them some creatures are superior than others since birth, as they have taken a meeting with GODS before sending them.But to identify such creatures was difficult.Bingo......they themselves given an idea to prove themselves among themselves that they are superior but in what aspects that still is a mystery among those who are not superior.They are really foolish not to understand such deep rooted concepts of geniuses.
Initially idea was restricted to CASTE.But with time they become more intelligent & devised other important parameters like Country, Dress, Skin complexion,Money & many.Still many to come because there is no scarcity of genius people who will add more parameters in time to come.
To prove their superiority point self admiration is initial stage but in disguise form.Then comes the rigid action of forcing them to lower creatures. That rigid action may sometimes leads to violence but whats wrong...?They have direct contacts with GOD.They know the absolute purpose of human beings(hell with EXISTENTIALISM).Their followers are important too.After the demise of some great identities, followers only spread their genius ideas.At many diasporas they are prayed as GOD. See my point is proved.They are in direct contact with GOD.Followers even add their genius touch to the original idea to increase the effect.Some times it proved to be harmful to many, but it helped a lot in increasing some few to many.
In modern world these genius are now forming small faction to spread their intelligence.They have locational influence as well as crossboundary effects.They are strictly against bad practices like Women Education, Women empowerment, Development activities, Democracy etc.Above all, according to them they are just following the path shown by GOD.And no one can question GOD.Right.......?
AMEN
Thursday, March 19, 2009
GRAVITY
What is stress, or strain, or mental tension? Desire? Materialism? Idealism? or sex craving?
It is all about direction in which mind is going. Our mind is like pendulum swinging with past memories on one side & future expectations one other side. It seldom stops in centre, our present because of the lack of gravity in our life.
Gravity is not using our intellectual brain like listening carefully to others words, making conclusions, remembering details.
It is like listening song, not understanding the words but feeling the emotions in them, not remembering the whole song after listening it 10 times, but just two lines, enough to express emotions, relating it with yourself but not with future or past.
Gravity is straightening the curve of question mark to exclamation mark. Gravity is capabilities, not what have been done or what will be done. It is present of Present.
Gravity is full of surprises but still predictable, full of known secrets, full of mystery unfold in starting, full of beastly desires in human heart. It is television with one channel & remote with hundreds & thousands of channels button. It is becoming juvenile from old age, becoming children from adolescence. It is not seven notes but their vibrations. It is communication in silence, pact of hearts to understand souls, not pact of brains to understand body. It is crying in no language, smiling in no language, loving in no language. It is taste of water for thirsty, it is light for blind, words for dumb .It is truth with tit bits of pleasant lie, it is hidden fish of glory in sea of failures. It is snoring while not sleeping. It is money with no value, it is bartering with fixed item.
It is land…
It is continents….
It is countries….
It is states…
It is cities…
It is temple…. church…. mosque…in them…
It is shame of glory………..
It is you and me…
It is all and everybody….
Last not the least gravity is telling yourself I belong to you.
It is all about direction in which mind is going. Our mind is like pendulum swinging with past memories on one side & future expectations one other side. It seldom stops in centre, our present because of the lack of gravity in our life.
Gravity is not using our intellectual brain like listening carefully to others words, making conclusions, remembering details.
It is like listening song, not understanding the words but feeling the emotions in them, not remembering the whole song after listening it 10 times, but just two lines, enough to express emotions, relating it with yourself but not with future or past.
Gravity is straightening the curve of question mark to exclamation mark. Gravity is capabilities, not what have been done or what will be done. It is present of Present.
Gravity is full of surprises but still predictable, full of known secrets, full of mystery unfold in starting, full of beastly desires in human heart. It is television with one channel & remote with hundreds & thousands of channels button. It is becoming juvenile from old age, becoming children from adolescence. It is not seven notes but their vibrations. It is communication in silence, pact of hearts to understand souls, not pact of brains to understand body. It is crying in no language, smiling in no language, loving in no language. It is taste of water for thirsty, it is light for blind, words for dumb .It is truth with tit bits of pleasant lie, it is hidden fish of glory in sea of failures. It is snoring while not sleeping. It is money with no value, it is bartering with fixed item.
It is land…
It is continents….
It is countries….
It is states…
It is cities…
It is temple…. church…. mosque…in them…
It is shame of glory………..
It is you and me…
It is all and everybody….
Last not the least gravity is telling yourself I belong to you.
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