SADNESS

So how many many people have the privilege to have sadness in their life..?More precisely to think about their sadness...that they are sad...that they have keep to them going through various intellectual measures devised by SAINTS & MOTIVATIONAL GURUS.Ha! motivational books costs around 300..i think i know although i never buy them....or may i say 2 pegs of whisky on the rocks will do it..but why not take pegs in lounge with extreme relaxing environment...so what! it will cost only 400 bucks per peg..ok leave all this bull shit..go to some peaceful place like BAHAMAS or IRELAND..enjoy some black IRISH coffee there..it will soothe you..cost only around 100 thousand including trip.
I dont know about the mechanic working in a garage will be doing in SADNESS...or i wonder even he gets time to be sad after working 12-13 hours a day earning 3000 bucks in a month.Dont know about a lady in slums whose husband died out of hooch survived by 3 more children..she has to go through anything without any motivation.Yes she can gaze at sea hours taking her youngest tied to her waist by rag..but sea makes you think about yourself only.So why risk sea?Oops she has to take care of her 3 also..leave her apart for survival.
No its not the SURVIVAL OF FITTEST or someting like that.Its just how handsome earning people can only appreciate the felony of sadness...how expensive is sadness nowadaz without any compromise...

DELHI

(Pending from Novemeber 2009) Last week I have been transferred to land of DILWALOS.....new work, new place...coping with the new atmosphere...new people..same boring apprehensions to sum up my first day.By the way I have been to delhi many times but in leisure.In job place I felt altogether different delhi. Because in each commuting I was not enjoying something new but rather making plane how to avoid this in future by taking home there or here....need to mention again it was different.
Delhi has its own spectrum of colours beyond rainbow.People are good..girls are beautiful..roads are fantastic...but who the hell has time..?Ya, to maintain such delhi people have to be busy.Mcds are like panwallas-in every corner...CCDs like General store-in every locality & above all new buses of DTC.
Oh I forget to told you my job is to look after parts of TATA DTC buses moving in whole delhi.But i am strong enough not to feel guilty if some bus if off-road due to unavailability of parts.....Corporate life ka chakkar babu bhaya...corporate life ka chakkar..
Still this is not a blog for my some daily reference for my diary. But something I should not share with everyone... so writing here.Please dont go on the irony of the last sentence.Because now I am a delhites & i enjoy straightforward things....so no JAZZ..no BLUES...no OPERA...only old hindi songs which i can understand (please don watch WAKE UP SID..otherwise you will know my inspiration)